Wednesday, February 22, 2006

A despotic lust.
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Along the pavements,by the sidewalks,
Round the bends and amidst the curves,
dark shadows bear rancor,watchful eyes,disdainful;
Sneaking beneath windowsills,prying through the peepholes,
Caressed whispers quivering in a trance,hypnotised yet kept awake,
By the very awakening of the egoistic faith,the blooming of thee,
A shuddering exposition.

Crawling and maneouvering in the stillness of the air,
Lingering,dandelions of swift petals,falling apart so fast,
Darkening candles,wax dripping,
No improbability,no probability,
If roses were meant to wither,why grow?-the innocence.
If pain was meant to be healed,why fluorish?-the hurt.
If silence was meant to be cold,why not shiver?-the neglect.
A thousand equations left outside,never could be answered,
For these thousand puzzles,never fixed,never plastered,
The edges revealed the torn;

The exacerbated.
The revolted.
The exploited.
Facing the same death,the looks and the stares,
Blinding and numbing,the freezing tyranny,
An eventide mumbling,the birds stop singing,
Gasp and implore,and the passive unaware,
Fantasizing,a dream that never could come true,
Nightmares that never existed,yet beguiled,
Belles of the muffled,never ceased,never released,
No faith,no truth,none so in this game,
The game of the unmitigated,
Insecurities;

Contemplating a beauty of the same,
Can lust be measured?Can feelings be withheld?
Dying together,and living apart,
A day to lose,a night to gain,
Smirks and gossiping,the cruel fraud of the nominating,
Nominate the shame,blame,the unruffled chaos,
Deprecate the glory,the winners and the runner-ups.
Longings can never be fulfilled,swallow the tears,
Rummage through your fears,blame destiny,fate,whatever it takes,
Irreversible,yet so unrestrained;

Free the doubts,clear the clarity,
blur the departure,the doom of unappreciated gloom,
Continues,pauses.stops.plays.Routine.Standstills.
The end of the dusk,no end to be revealed,
The beginning of confused wars,so lost,so deprived.
So undertaken,the strife,
Debates of integrity,
Unabated?
So near,yet so far;

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